I Want My Freedom From My Torment & Pain

Sexual abuse of children by adults is no accident,
it is a deliberate, cultivated few minutes
of satisfaction pleasure done by the abuser,
Which SCARES THE CHILDREN FOR Ll FE.

OH! FOR MY FREEDOM
FROM THIS PAIN AND TORMENT I AM IN.
These nuns /priest do not know the half of what pain is,
nor do they want to know,
I don't want to bow my head to anyone, anymore,
let alone to the nuns/priest
but still I have this fear for them
and�@I want it to leave me.

I WANT MY FREEDOM

I call out because of the pain�@I am in,
it is too great
and unless you yourself were treated
the same why. as me,
please do not judge us all with your words.

I suffered abuse of all kinds
as well as sexual abuse
from the age of 18 months
at the hands of nuns,
women, older girls and a priest
up to the age of 24 years old.

Some are so bad that I can not put in writing
nor tell anyone about them.

What gives you the right
to be more holy than righteousness
as to tell me how bad I am.
To�@still be told now
in my gentle years by you,
how I have sinned
because of telling of the abuse
which was done to me,
hurts me even worse than being abused.